Believing a lie or not being exposed to the truth will allow carnal and selfish emotions to flourish. I would wear a smile to church and in social situations but I would frequently cry to my close friends and family.
I was 28 years old and the mother of two toddlers before I came alive in Christ. Up until that time I thought that I knew God and I loved my Catholic faith. But when I encountered a group of born-again Christians it became so apparent that I did not have what they had. This birthed a desire in me to be able to worship God from the heart as they did.
